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Saturday, November 7, 2009


Wake up around evening 5plus, i was sick and dam tired for th whole day.
6message recieve.
Reply and sleep back, brother wake me up and bought food for me :D
Thanks korkor.
Bath and down to bc meetup with sister.
Play ball while, soon and later best friend came.
And they start to kick soccer again.
Sit and chat with best friend and sister.
Wait for khrysste come, than follow by joanna c and wei xin.
Joanna c start to video call sister for chat, than change to galdys hahaha.
Laugh all th way when joanna c call galdys again and jon di siao.
Soon me and khrysste went to bc sit.
Th moment i sit down i laugh all th way with khrysste and zhi kang.
Cannot stand what khrysste di siao zk than zk beat her. hahaha.
Chit-chat and wait for sister to come.
Accompany khrysste to toliet and find joanna.
Send khrysste to bus-stop, and have heart to heart talk with sister.
I'm glad we know each other feeling here.
Hope every path we walk always have 3 of us there ^^.

Lable: Once it's sister it will be forever, once is best friend nothing could change our friendship and beat us down!

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Friday, November 6, 2009




♥ You had already left, now i can live just myself not you anymore.

Meet up with best friend around 11plus last night, tot of staying home for mummy, but in th end i still get scold all along till she went to bed..
I tried my best to do what i need to do as a daughter here, but in her heart i always a failer i know ='(
While talking to jason lim, i cry like no one business, but i told him i sick by lying him (hais)
Why why why, why i just can't just rest in peace when i'm down totally?
I already v tired yet i keep stress by you.
Sometime by running aways frin prob and being alone, i feel how better ba ma?


6/11/09
Wake up around 8plus, tot school started at 8, but i'm wrong.
Still cheryl told me it's started at 9.
Bus to schoold, went over to canteen,meet kazue marilyn and cheryl, they were shouting my name like no one business there..
When i saw dm, i being th first to run aways, before i get caught by him wearing slipper.
I'm th most lucky one withoout caught by him, many people have been caught.
Sing song, time fly.
Cheryl had been running aways from us (because of something)
Find her back, an wei her.
I guess she feel much better liao ba.
Sister cheerup okay, i really don't wish to see you like that anymore.
Being strong and stay up tonight, no matter what you face we still here fir you de..
See you later daring, after i come back from hougang.
Butter you're dead when i see you later.
Better don't bully me, i still sick okay.
Running fever ='(
Got to go le, takecare people.
Continue post again ^^
Currently at cheryl house now posting blog.
Should be toning at her house tonight ba, because most of th time i keep on reject toning at her house ='(
But i got my reason too.
It's tine for me to tell you goodbye.
Every action and word you do, make me tears when i even saw you just now.
You get your freedom now,
Message who ever you want, don't tell me or even ask me am i jealous anot.
My ans to will be no!
Seeung you so concern and care when you send me to bus-stop i always cry.
but i  already decide here once again say i'm sorry to you here.
Wilson i'm sorry ='(  your feeling and eye already told me why i with butter just now.
Sorry i don't wish to face you just now, but i don't want to see you tears also.
I know th word and action i do to you when you know me before butter, but hais. sorry.
Don't forgive what i done to you okay.
hate me rather than care me again..
Shall stop, i'm tired seriously.



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Thursday, November 5, 2009




♥ Tell me why can?
4/11/09
Happy 1month single for me here.
It's had been a long time since i single for so long, plan everything le, am i fallen to you?
I hope not :D
Went to hg meet butter, hais.
Chat and smoke, than we start to hit each other head ^^
He th one who start everything, i pay him back see izzit pain for him anot, and he keep complain is pain ( SERVER YOU RIGHT)
Chat at blog, he cheat something from me ( shall not say)
Quarrel with him again when i wanted to go 682 to find sister.
Quarrel and quarrel till he say i v fierce to him ( Don't treat me like an idiot when i didn't show you up)
Thanks for *sayang* me and ask me don't cry because of.
Meet sister and bus 51 to ubi.
Head to 325 for my lunch and dinner.
Go to 333 for poker and drinking.
Something happen btw me and best friend, i think better don't mention since already past le.
Yupps, we are okay once again ^^
Head home around 1, when i found i didn't bring my key out, Gosh.
Sleep after that (:

5/11/09
Wake up around 8plus.
Bus to school, wait for marilyn and cheryl come, i was online and chit-chat with some friend.
Soon and later best friend jio me smoke, new cigg from best friend.
I found that new cigg is so cool than other.
Raining again, went to student hub for cs with marilyn and cheryl.
Yupps i kill th most :D
Raining again while we wanted to go home.
Acc cheryl go buy dry hair thing, than head to her house for dye sec time.
Cool, my colour become more and more light.
But i like th colur ^^
Shoud be camp at home tonight, no where no go.
Plus sister is playing mj with esther wei kiat.
So i at home resting and wait for my dinner be pack up for me.
Hungry hungry.
Shall stop here, miss me alright people.




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Wednesday, November 4, 2009




Ton till 3.30am, best friend long pang me home after math.
Went home bath, message and sleep ^^
Didn't go for school today, due to my tiredness again, i fall a deep sick now,
Quarrel with butter once again, cb attitube he have make me fucking piss off now bout him. (knn)
I no need these sweet word from you, when i hurt wilson your bother in th past.
Take these word back and leave me now.
I don't want to step in any r/s now, or even fall for a person i already have.
Stop these r/s thing in front of me and screw.
Took out my tongue piercing but i pierce back my lip together with cheryl sister.
Had a hard time to talk to you again, i will move and go on once again soon.
Stop my time make up my mind tonight can?
Dye my hair with a colour of red mix brown ^^
Shall stop here, Everynight i stay up just you walk for you call/message to reply.
Will you tonight?
I'm bored, yet butter keep ask me go find him at hougang.
Should i go?
Don't know hais.



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Tuesday, November 3, 2009




♥ I need your hug tonight bby!
Wake up around 4.30am, because of sister keep saying my bad thing to mother (fucking angry)
My mum even slap my leg after my sister say my thing, bout my blog photo.
Wake up start to quarrel with both of them and even shout at them.
Du lan till my sister don't even look at me or talk to me.
Went back to my lalaland, till next morning 8plus.
Yupps, i was late once again for 1hours.
Step in th class with marilyn cheryl and best friend.
Message all th way with jospeh ^^
He ask me some qus which so sudden till i even stuck at th moment.
What will my ans be tonight?
I don't know, really don't know!
Whole right hand kena mosquite bit till now still v itchy sia.
Hais.
Should be on th phone with joseph later on.
Siew fang, welcome back to singapore again, i really v miss you sia.
Should be drying my hair at best friend house later on!
Miss me alright, don't be online anything text or call (:



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Monday, November 2, 2009


" Once you left, there's is always no place any more for you"
Right now i waiting for a person when i don't even know when he turning to me (:


Don't turn back and say you still love me when you had already left!
30/10/09
Meet sister and best friend at 336, while i dam freaking cold over there.
Head to 350 find them, and head back to 336.
While we snatch table and chair with one china guy (hahaha)
Poker smoke and fool around, soon and later sc came.
While they two coupld play 21 (:
Head to 325 find sister.
Volka next, while i'm th one keep drinking first.
But after we fetch bing2 home, sw going to drunk (LOL)
Walk home all alone, Guojie acc me message.
Chat on th phone with him, say back our past, sweet talk over th phone make me laugh all th way.
10am sleep.

1/11/09
Meet up with best friend around 8plus.
Bus to joanna house find her.
While vincent tag along with us.
First time eva since our friendship break before, but i guess we're fine now ba.
Bus back home around 10pm.
Got down got one aunty start t talk to me.
Home>bath>message>sleep ^^

2/11/09
Went to school around 8plus.
12ended, meet best friend and play poker.
Rainning v big, head to buy notice bored pin.
Fianlly pierce back my tongue.
Whole body wet, slack till 4plus.
Acc sw go eunos inter top-up card.
Than 63 to my house there and got up th same bus again.
Bus to bugis, acc sister joanna c wei xin and best friend to bugis.
Saw joseph at bugis, call him and he call me back.
Talk cock with him from 9plus to 10plus.
Best friend call, meet her at my house downstair.
Head to central and back home now.
Going to sleep soon, miss me alright everyone (:





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Saturday, October 31, 2009


" Time by time, day by day you slowly left my world"
I got to use it, without you my life still got to move on every day :D


♥♥♥
I'm back dude (:
Didn't anyone miss me when i didn't online? ( i being thick skin now)
Was dam angry with best friend for th moment, but after all we're fine :D
Sleep from 3plus to 7plus.
Best friend message me, than head down meet best friend, guess what?
Best friend whole body wet (hahaha)
Went to 325 for my dinner, than head to 327 and slack.
Soon and later khrysste came, while she keep complain she want our lollipop =.=!
Than to 333 soon, rot and head to best friend block.
Than head back to 333 and of to 325 to acc cheryl eat.
Every moment i saw you, i still being strong hold my tears up for you.
334 find best friend, soon and later sister came.
Cheryl and best friend being like a crazy people play in th rain here and there.
While talking to sister, i cry really cry.
These past memories make me can't even forget at all.
No matter is him or he in my past, there is always a cut on my left hand ='(
Sister told me this word: I rather you wait for him than go love a person that don't even worth your love at all.
I know how you treated me these day, i'm sorry i didn't really fall for you at all.
Plus i'm totally no a toy for you to play.
After all i still being single ^^
Going 1month le,
Happy happy (:
While be meeting sister and co later on.
Should i go L4D tonight?


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